Dastingdan

by Boborahim Mashrab

Ne g'urbatlarni chektim charx bebunyod dastingdin,
Mudom motamda qoldim, bo'lmadim dilshod dastingdin,
Tamomi xonumonim bo'ldi chun barbod dastingdin,
Qafasdin bo'lmadimki qumridek ozod dastingdin,
Hama obod bol'di, bo'lmadim obod dastingdin
Ki men har qayga borsam, dod etarman, dod dastingdin.

Dilimning quvvati, ruhi ravonimdin ayirdilar,
Ko'zimning oqi yanglig' mehribonimdin ayirdilar,
Azizim, hamdamim, oromijonimdin ayirdilar,
Jahon gulzorida ul gulistonimdin ayirdilar,
Hama obod bol'di, bo'lmadim obod dastingdin
Ki men har qayga borsam, dod etarman, dod dastingdin.

Chamanda bulbuli sho'ridadurman, oshyonim yo'q,
Misoli chug'dek vayronalarda ham makonim yo'q,
Vafolig' yor deb chiqti, jasadda balki jonim yo'q,
Azizimdin judo bo'ldum, boshimda soyabonim yo'q,
Hama obod bol'di, bo'lmadim obod dastingdin
Ki men har qayga borsam, dod etarman, dod dastingdin.

Meningdek g'amga qolgan, dilparishon o'lmasun hech kim,
Ko'zi chun termulub yo'llarda vayron o'lmasun hech kim,
Bahori gulshani umri zimiston o'lmasun hech kim,
Bu dunyo diydasig'a torikiston o'lmasin hech kim,
Hama obod bol'di, bo'lmadim obod dastingdin
Ki men har qayga borsam, dod etarman, dod dastingdin.

Umidim bor, etkurgaymusan xurshidi matlabni,
Saodat burjidin ul sha'mi iqbolimg'a kavkabni,
Ko'targaysan boshimdin ikki olamda qaro shabni,
Iloho, sen etur himmat yo'lig'a xasta Mashrabni,
Hama obod bol'di, bo'lmadim obod dastingdin
Ki men har qayga borsam, dod etarman, dod dastingdin